"Before they call I will answer, while they are yet speaking I will hear." Isaiah 65:24 ESV
Here it is 2:45 in the morning. I'm away every morning at 2:45 because of the way my new body works. There are certain things that must be attended to and I certainly don't mind, given that it allows me more time and longer life with my precious family.
This morning is different. This morning I was compelled to come and write to you about the answered prayers from our faithful Father.
Usually, after I awake, I realize my foot or my leg or my hip are hurting. My foot is terribly numb and toes are tingly. My hip is sometimes screaming with pain. I roll over, take more pain medication and try my best to go back to sleep. Or, I move to the sofa, lie on the heating pad or ice pack until the pain subsides and I can fall asleep again.
But not this morning! This morning as I woke up for my regular scheduled break, I simply went back to bed. No pain in my hip. No pain in my thigh. No pain in my calf. No pain in my foot.
Yesterday I realized my foot was "jumping." It was frustrating at first because this caused my toes to tingle. But then I realized it was the nerve in my foot waking up. Last night my toes felt less numb and less tingly. This is a huge blessing!
Why am I awake at nearly 3:00 to write all of this? Because these, my friends, are answered prayers! For nearly eight weeks I've dealt with pain...pain beyond anything I could describe to you. I've not walked well because I cannot feel my foot. My balance has been off. I have filled prescription after prescription after prescription of pain medication. I have dealt with unsavory side effects from that medication.
Even this past week I prayed, "Lord I need you to touch my body! I need a reprieve. I cannot take this any longer. I'm not strong enough." So recent was this prayer that I can barely believe.
Isaiah 65:24 says, "Before they call I will answer; while they are yet speaking I will hear." I believe these effects are answered prayers.
I am not discounting the work my friend is putting in with PT. I am not discounting the effort the exercises are taking. But all of this together amounts to answered prayers.
I cannot simply go back to bed and snuggle in without giving praise to God for touching my body. I am blessed this morning. I am blessed that I can go back to bed and just fall asleep. No extra pain meds, no heating pad, no ice pack. Just my pillow and a thankful heart!
Only By His Grace,
Billie
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